The end- by The Doors....

what triggers change in people, what can make someone tread on someone else's feelings so easily and quickly as though treading on the fallen withered leaves of trees in parks?.... what can transform a beautiful friendship based on mutual trust and understanding into a crawling relationship, into something tedious, tiring, based on lies, disrespect, mistrust? You end up wondering if this all hasn't been your fault. You always tend to think it's you that did something wrong, that did something to hurt the other one. and then you're trying to fix things but nothing seems to work, nothing succeeds in bringing back what it used to be. Even worse it's like a drowning person fighting to submerge at the surface, almost knowing it's the end but still struggling to catch something, to continue living. in the end the more one struggle the longer the pain is, the outcome is the same- the end of friendship, death, you name it. The only difference there is , is the long almost endless pain you go through quite willingly or cowardly, just hoping that maybe one moment things will be again the same they used to...and your days go by devided into these 2 states and moods: on one hand you still hope for the better and try handling things like one would do with a china, always careful about the other's feelings and words and life, and then on the other hand seeing the dead end of the road you are walking on, seeing that the more you try the deeper you get into your despair, and the farther you get yourself driven away from that friend....
And by the end of the day it's still the same questions that haunt you: what went wrong? where is the sincerity that was supposed to found our friendship? and isn't this friendship worth while saving? but the questions remain empty, echoes in your tormented head, no more than that...